UpS n DowNs On eArtH Of LoVe

OHH NOOOO… RAINING!!! rain rain go away please come back another day.. goshh.. it’s 6.45 already and this chen is not there yet. So scared I’ll miss the komuter when I saw few people running towards the ktm. I guess I saw cheok hoong’s sista.. looks exactly like him.. but I’m not sure cos she was wearing specs =/ First time sat ktm to nilai early in the morning, so unlucky!! So cold inside the komuter and it’s so dark outside there. Its like I’m in some kind of "alien world". When I looked outside, I recall those horror movies like suddenly we will get attacked by something or the whole komuter will black out. Haha.. but when time pass, the outside world is getting brighter and brighter even though it is still raining. Reached nilai ktm, chen and I waited for a while for another komuter to come before we board the inti bus. While waiting, we saw a malay man like washing his handphone inside a hole full of raining water. Ah.. GROSS and chen thought the fella found a handphone. Haha then his story began with the mp3 thingy. Ooopss better not go on with his story, later he said I go and tell everyone pulak =x After he finish his "story" we went to the bus and this chen really sakai man!! Hold my umbrella till so high.. I know you’re tall and I’m short.. dun need to give me reason like "my hand is long" Haha is that true? I’m not sure.. dun have the time to go measure his hand. Reached inti at about 7.50am like that and we went straight to our own class. Aiyor.. today there is this chinese boy who sat really near to me.. he stinks man!!! Not stinks as in din take bath but the SMELL OF HIS SMOKE really kills me. I wanted to change seat but I didn’t do it because it’s obvious ler if I suddenly change place. Then puan noraini came in to begin her class, while she is teaching my stomach is making hell lots of noise! I ate breakfast this morning before I travel but I just dun know why my stomach is making so much noise.. is like an empty stomach with acids inside!! So I drank a lot of water to make my stomach full.. and when I do that.. OMG.. the room was so cold till it makes me wanna go to toilet!!! I told myself to tahan a little longer because puan noraini is still teaching.. and the time is just 8.30am. Ahh.. SO LONG!! Dun tell me I have to wait till 10am only I can go to the toilet. I tahan and tahan and tahan till she said break time. Hehe luckily she said break time, so I faster rushed to the toilet -.-" Then we continue our lesson and the smell is getting stronger. Aiyoo.. that chinese boy surely went outside and smoke again!!! I can’t tahan this time till I make myself to cover my nose like that. Hehe after class, went to the cafetaria to makan!! Cannot tahan already.. hungry like dunno what only. Finished eating dy.. took bus to ktm station. On the way, there is an accident happened. There was this waja and proton saga car.. the waja car was like nth but for the proton saga car.. the front part kemek like dunno what. I saw a malay woman holding his son.. then like so scared like that keep on holding his small son then checked his body whether there is any injury anot. Haha.. wanted to see what happen next.. but the bus driver drove away from the incident liow. In ktm, mom called me.. like so worry like that.. morning before class also she called -.-" macam saya sesak? =x At around 11 something like that I reached seremban and I walked pass courts. The road there is kinda lonely.. and there was this malay man.. wanna disturb me "amoi ke mana". I stared at him and I looked away. Babi fella.. belah la.. hair so long somemore.. macam hantu only. Even though I stared at him, but I was actually scared. So I walked even faster to t1. I went to popular to buy my stuffs and there was a msg from my friend saying "dun look so cool la, u freak me out when I saw u walking" Har.. cool? I look cool? Haha my face like that can act cool ke? Buahaha afta buying my stuffs, not long afta that permai bus came and I went home. Reached home also nearly 1pm dy.. apa ni!!! This will be my dumb blog for today..

Wahlau.. today my college life starts eh. Got up so early today to get ready to college. Waited for kin kin (oopss.. kin wai) to fetch me. Haha chen was inside dy then we went to fetched chee wei. Erm.. on the way to INTI this chen keep on laughing only.. he abit sot sot wan. Then this kin wai drove so fast.. fuh.. saw his metre.. 140km/h (he said very slow dy.. usually 160km/h). Even thought his metre was 140km/h but I dun feel a thing (Like 110km/h only) Haha finally we reached INTI! Aih.. I was so blur when I reached there. Dunno where to walk also, luckily got kin and chen accompanied me. Followed them.. while following I asked something weird or funny (I guess) till chen picked on me and said ‘question of the year’ -.-" Haha he’s a real joker. On the way walking to the academic block, there is some sales going on there. Wow.. some girls wore like those western dressing to promote their foods. Not bad not bad!! I bet those boys there will go for that girls. Got into the class, see those faces.. none of them I knew. Sat down there quietly till jean le came into the class and I started to blah blah blah. At around 8.05am, miss grace (my p4 lecturer) came in and gave an introduction about CAT. About an hour later, she dismissed us.. aih.. no where to go.. so I decided to take my student card from the ermm.. wat is that room called? I dunno la.. afta taking dy went to the cafetaria. Asked jean le to recommend me wat to eat, but she said anything. Alamak.. she dun wan to decide for me.. so I went for chicken rice instead =( After eating I went back to class to attend another lesson. This time, new faces coming in.. ermm.. there were 5 boys and a girl from china.. the rest are from local. I guess my intake was much better than the april because there were 15 of us including me. The lecturer told us there will be still students coming in.. WOOHOO!!! good good.. more students beta rite. This TIME!!! Miss Noraini dismissed us an hour earlier AGAIN!!! aiyoo.. I dunno where to go la. Omg.. then decided to find chung. At 2 I went to find jean le.. walked back to her hostel at block Q. After doing so much of walking, I was so tired till I felt so boring and sleepy. So I decided to play miss call to kacau people and even played sms. Kept on looking at the time, when will it be 4pm *look*look* AHHHH 4pm dy, hehe walked to the bus stop to wait for kin kin. But no sign of him (I thought he 4got about me and went home alone!!) Haha.. kinda worried that time. Wanted to give him a call, but I received a msg instead saying he will be late. Okay lor.. ‘mai’ wait for him lor.. so hot.. so sunny.. sweating like dunno wat. At last saw one apek wearing so formal on top of the over head bridge looking and smiling? Ya anot ar? His face too kecil dy.. can’t see clearly. Erk.. my eye sight got prob I guess. Haha YEAHOO!!! at last can go home lor… went back home so sleepy. Ended up on the bed sleeping.. half way got disturb by my brother.. BABI!!! wake me up for NOTHIN!! That’s why I’m here writing this tupid blog now *eyes closing* =P

Where should I start the story today? Ermm.. okay la.. the blog for today goes like this. At 5.45pm,(the driver real punctual) the white wira full of mashimaros came to fetch me.. and jye to terminal 1 to buy jonathan’s present. Reached terminal 1 we went to popular just to meet ting poh, yap and pit khee. But they were at high 5 pulak, aih.. have to walk down the escalator -.-" Yea.. back to jonathan’s present.. at first we planned to buy a school bag for him but in the end we bought a nike cap for him. Haha ting poh became the victim to try on the cap.. he looks kinda funny =x Bought the pressie for jonathan dy, it’s 7.20 already and i’m actually starving at that time. After that, we dropped ting poh at his house in bkt kepayang (hor hor.. now I know where is his house dy, can burn his house anytime) just to drive his car out to fetch kelly with us for dinner? Haha jk. Fuhlamak, this ting poh drove till so ganas.. made yap go crazy!! The result was they raced like in the movie called too fast too furious bravo* bravo* Too bad for ting poh.. he lost!! Haha.. on the way jon called me.. this jon surely hungry dy la.. waiting for us to start makan. Ish.. reached there only kena disturb by all of my friends dy. Feel like stranggling them.. Haha then this jonathan called me a ‘waiter’ and ‘maid’. Arghh.. so geram with him.. I kept on staring at him (make him scared.. but he’s not) At last.. my stomach empty stomach is full dy lor. Pei ling was the first to finish her rice.. wow.. so fast. And the last one would be choy ling or yeow ching ar? Should give them an award, but I forgot who already. Then we shift places.. from inside the restaurant to outside just to enjoy their wine? So unlucky, changed place only.. this jonathan started pulling my hair. Very nice to play ke.. I pull back yor hair only u know. All of us sat there but not for yap who was struggling to open the bottle of wine. Haha.. can see him sweating.. then chua n khong helped him to open. After opening the wine.. the birthday cake for jon came out.. wow.. it’s written on the cake "happy monkey day". Since when jon became a monkey? Wow.. but he really do look like a monkey. Haha =x and the "war for icing" started. Fuhlamak.. this yeow ching is like a wolf trying to catch cheok hoong the small chicken.. running around us like mad only. Yea.. then ting poh all kena icing. Woo hoo.. at first I was kinda clean.. no one disturbed me with icing. So I sat there laughing at them only.. but later this ting poh found out. Arghh.. and all of a sudden.. from my left n right.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ICING ON MY FACE DY!!! Omg.. this yeow ching and ting poh.. gonna kill them. Made my hair got icing also. Argh.. then jon wanted to kenakan me also.. Haha I even threw a cake on him.. LOL then wanted to kenakan ting poh. But dun wan ler.. no strength to fight back. Few minutes later, pit khee went home dy. Alamak.. she din enjoy the fun we had there. Yap and chua was real CRAZY!! Went n dirty jon’s car.. by writing stuffs on it. Haha we took some photos also.. till my eyes also feel like one kind dy. Photos taken dy.. wat’s next? Next thing was, someone suggested to go home. So we went home.. hehe.. cheok hoong was the driver today man. His car was FULL HOUSE!! He fetched jye, me, mun yi n khong home. Erm.. on the way reaching bkt kepayang.. this ting poh speed like mad.. all of us was like.. fuh.. GANAS!!! He even langgar lampu merah.. FUHYOR.. I really pui fok ting poh. Then later, saw jon’s car in front of us.. Haha the icing is still at the back of his car screen written there "HAPPY BIRTHDAY".. Haha kinda funny to see that on jon’s car. I bet jon is freaking angry.. have to wash his car on his birthday? Aiyo.. this khong is freaking funny also. The driver signal only, this khong misunderstood.. saying in front there the big house is my house. And he went fuhyor.. wahlau eh.. I so malu that time weh. My house freaking small n he said my house is big. Omg no face dy =( Woo hoo.. reached home dy wanted to wash my icing hair!! But no water!! Argh.. alwiz also no water wan.. MALANG BETUL. Now I’m stuck with my hair like this.. I will remember all of u.. REVENGE!!! *evil laugh*

It’s a history for me not going online for one whole day!! Wow wow.. I break the record dy, don’t look like pam also. Haha yesterday I did not blog.. so here’s my blog for yesterdays wan. Yesterday morning I woke up as usual and right after I brushed my teeth.. my mom asked me to drive the car in to the car porch. So I drove in safely n my mom even said "I PANDAI", haha was so happy for the compliment she gave me. But she got ‘udang disebalik batu’ wan, drove the car in for her dy she asked me to wash the car!! Argh.. my body was so tired.. maybe due to the hot weather ler. Half way washing the car, yap called me to ask whether I’m free anot. Of course I’m not free la, washing car leh.. n she told me she will fetch me at 12.30. Wah.. so rushing meh.. haven’t finish washing the car yet, take bath, n eat my wantan mee for lunch eh.. beta come at 1 la.  So I faster faster went outside of the house to wash the car, luckily my mom helped me. After washing the car, I have to cook rice somemore!! Argh.. sweating like mad somemore, my whole body was so uneasy with my hair so wet wet. "kau tim" liow i went inside the room and on the fan to the maximum speed.. FREAKING HOT.. beh tahan. Few minutes later, after I took my bath.. when I was just about to eat my wantan mee, my fren came. WTH.. it’s just 12.15!! I asked to come at 1 right.. woi!!! Ish.. so I opened the door for them and this poh yee brought down her vegetables and seafoods. Omg.. wan me to put inside my fridge somemore.. no place to put la.. too much foods inside my fridge. So I put her seafood inside the freezer. Haha Malang betul!! kena the seafood water. Yerr… yea.. after I finished everything, it was just 12.30 so we headed to poh yee’s house in s2. Haha my mission to her house was not to help her but to mess up her room. Was kinda funny when we were in the kitchen, I was looking at poh yee and yap how they prepare those green vegetables. Haha.. half way poh yee was talking while preparing, she pulled something from the vegetables and shouted like mad. Made me scared also.. wah.. wat is happening ni. Haha she shouted just because she pulled out a worm!! Haha was a cacing moving there.. haha I was laughing there then this yap got scared dy. Wahaha I was scared also.. but in the end I helped la. Then later poh yee went and wash the cabbage. So i went and disturbed her, but I offered my help to wash the cabbage for her. By the way, I end up playing water in her kitchen and making her kitchen wet =x Hehe finished helping her dy, I went into her room to mess up her stuffs. Played with her dolls.. mess up her bed.. cabul her big doggie and even looking at her stuffs inside her study table drawer. Haha.. kinda fun. Even though my mission had accomplished, I’m tired. I wanna sleep.. but I can’t sleep. Dunno why also.. I’m hungry!!! I was starving since 6.30 but the steamboat started at 7.30. Hehe finally can began the steamboat, this siew siew crazy wan.. keep on laughing only. She made me like clown.. and I keep on telling the wrong stuff until yap was laughing while eating until the soup from her mouth came out. Haha oopsss.. sorry =x At around 9, pit khee came followed by chiang. But we stopped eating dy, I was very full dy.. both of them continued ler. After that we cleaned up, ate some fruits then it’s time to cut the birthday cake. Poh yee was real crazy until the name on top of the cake was …. =x Haha it was a fruit cake.. kinda nice n sweet. Slurp* slurp* and something stricked my mind while I was eating the cake. I told my friends "why the birthday gal din get icing on her face" wow.. just after I finished the sentence.. ching thai started the icing war. Wow.. not bad not bad. Haha icing on ching thai, pit khee and poh yee’s face. Actually this ching thai wanted to put icing on my hair.. too bad too bad.. Haha =P weee… at around 11 all of us went home lor.. go sleep sleep like a pig.. zzz

Guess what!!! I’m so happy today because I went out of the house to see the sun, people around me and also feel the air? Haha hui foong came to fetch me today after school overs to… err I dunno what is the shop’s name. ‘Chung chi’ it is situated at Tmn Baiduri. Din know siew siew, pang, pit khee, yun yuan, pei chee, ching thai n her small sista were there already. Bad luck today!! have to sit beside a small gal (primary school gal)? Hehe din wan to disturb her because I thought she will keep quiet. But I didn’t expect her to disturb me instead -.-"  it started of with she stares at me.. then her fishball drop on the floor n I looked at her.. then she laughed? The way she talks is just exactly like how ching thai used to talk to me, and she is real naughty like ching also. Haha like sisters!! Surely ching thai teaches her sista to be tat naughty until tell lies wan.. luckily I knew she was lying. Haha pecah her tembelang. Well.. afta eating all of us were separated, some went tuition.. some went home and etc. But I followed hui foong back to her new house. Wow.. real big and nice. Later at around 3 we went to t1 to get poh yee’s present since her birthday is coming. (dun wan to tell what we bought) While loitering around in t1, I saw randy with angela ‘pak toh’. Hmmpp.. looks like angela went to t1 after school.. she’s wearing her uniform and she is still carrying her bag. Then I saw that well known ‘ham sap low’? =x Saw him in one of the shops opposite silverho. I thought he didn’t see me, so I dun care la.. but unfortunately he saw me and he is doing some sign asking me to go him!! NO WAY MAN.. what for.. Haha and I make a bye bye sign to him.. Haha.. too bad =P I thought I would see edward in t1 also, but can’t see him. It seems that he put on weight dy, so I have to see ler the ‘new’ edward loh after coming back from ns. See whether has he changed alot anot. Guess that I have no luck in seeing the ‘new’ edward, he gonna leave malaysia soon also. Hehe now i’m looking forward to STEAMBOAT!! slurp* can makan this coming saturday!! I just CANT WAIT…..

It’s 2.53am now!! I can’t sleep at all.. arghhhh but I’m yawning away ler. Got on the bed at 2am just now after watching csi:ny. Thought I can sleep soundly but things dun seem right. I’m rolling about on my bed TRYING to SLEEP!!! Ahh.. crazy pamela.. go sleep la *piak piak myself* Maybe just because I am thinking too much for these few days which made my mood kinda bad. Haha yea.. extremely bad until I scolded yk? Sorry dude, dun really mean it but he really irritated me at the wrong time. Who to blame? Oh well, my fault, so sorry yk. I think I should express my problems or maybe anger in a positive way by not bursting out in tears. Hehe should find someone.. but dunno who to find. Aih.. at this very moment, no one is online now even though nicholas and cheok liang’s msn is on.. but they are actually sleeping *snooring* I’ve got nothing to do now!! Dunno what to surf but just login to friendster (logged in so many times) and yeap.. listening to old songs now by m2m "don’t say you love me" (pokemon soundtrack.. so cute =]). Don’t know why I’m listening to their songs.. didn’t hear of any news about them for the passed 5 years? Bother la. Slurp* I am thinking of getting a new mobile phone again. Wanna get nokia 6230i (in my dreams, no money now!!) I asked Chua about the price. He told me it’s about 1.2k and in 3 months time, the price will drop to 900-1000. Erm.. must consider whether to get it anot since my nokia 2100 so cacat dy!! Function also teruk to the max compared to nokia 8310 n 8250!!! Ish ish.. chiow now.. go and watch animation lor *peace*

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

- This is what FRIENDSHIP is all about, where some of us who are "unlucky" will have to face these obstacles. TRUSTING a friend is the most important thing in our life where we can depend on them anywhere, anytime and on anything. Sometimes, when we put too much trust on the person we actually called as friends, things don’t turn out right where we actually get betrayed. Even though sometimes they don’t feel it, but deep down in our hearts it hurts like a knife stabbing yourself. The pain that we actually feel is there and the TRUST we put on them is actually GONE even though we forgive them for what they have done. So better not betray yor friends.. Hehe- Good day everyone =]

Phew.. today was a ’special’ day for me. I did something extra ordinary today, which is not in my daily routine. Haha actually I didn’t wan to wake up but my dream was kinda horrbile and terrible today. SCARE me!! Just because of that dream, I made up my mind to go to the bukit kepayang hill for an exercise? (cannot sleep dy) Went there with 2 couples.. tat’s my parents and ermm my father’s fren. I’m the only youngster there with them =( dun care ler, got those monkeys to accompany me =x lots of monkeys there, can see them jumping from tree to tree and making noises. Half way walking I saw szu lynn.. (dunno how to spell her name) walking down the road dy. Sweating like mad also *phew* On the way up, I heard the conversation between my mom and the auntie . The auntie told my mom that "those people who are born in the year of rat and rabbit can sleep a lot" *grin* and my mom started pointing at me.. argh!!! But it’s kinda true also ler.. Haha =x Talk talk talk and at last!!! We reached to the top!! *gasping for air* Air there kinda fresh!! There is one new temple there.. and we took a few pictures there. There is a new view there and I can actually see my garden, green streets home, bukit kaya and also bukit kepayang. The uncle even told us that we can actually see pd between the 2 hills!! Unfortunately.. was kinda misty.. can’t see anything but mist! Then we walk to the old temple.. on the way walking those monkeys actually attracted my attention. I saw one small baby monkey was on the tree, tryin to run away from me. Was kinda near to me though.. and my parents actually left me behind. Haha then only my mom noticed I was not behind her =x When I showed her those monkeys, she told me she wanna touch them -.-" Took some photo and my mom asked me to take with them (NO WAY!! LATER THEY COME AFTER ME) Went to the old temple and errr I was kinda amazed how the swing got there! Stayed for like 10-20 minutes there while my parents chit chat and I do nothing. Nothing to do so boring, played with the digicam like mad only =x At last we moved down the hill!!!  Yippie!!! We were the last group to leave.. so slow like turtle err. Finally got down dy and we head for breakfast. I ate ‘yau yi mai fan’ then went home and I slept like a pig. *smelly me* (din take bath before I sleep =x) weeee…….

What day is today la!! Why I keep on eating ‘zhang’ only. Arghh.. thi s afternoon, my mom din cook and she asked me to eat the ‘zhang’ *not nice* (bought from somewhere wan!!) I’m forced to eat because there is nothing else better to eat.. there’s bread, no more maggi mee!!! =( And I kept on thinking about ‘yam cha’ tonight.. can’t wait to see my friends. Aiya.. so bored again ler, went and watch my csi. The show today was quite interesting, a 14 year old boy killed his younger bro just because he went around telling people that his older bro pees on the bed at night -.-" It is so ridiculous to kill his bro for such a reason. Lol

Woohoo..today got naruto to watch so I went and download while I chatted with andy in the afternoon. Kena ‘kau kau’ from him and he’s a bit sot sot today. I wonder what happen to him.. keep on calling me tat "name" =x slurp* slurp* cheung ka fai is so COOL slurp* slurp* Haha so ‘yau ying’ man..how I wish he is right in front of me! If he is, I will straight away hug him like a bear bear to me. Oh oh.. am I going nuts just because I stayed at home too much? I hope not.. Haha later got message from ting poh asking me who am I going out for ‘yam cha’ (I wonder why today 2 person asked me the same question, even jonathan asked me this afternoon -.-") Argh.. dun care la.. I guess I wont see them gua.

Wah.. this tse wen told poh yee they all to meet at siang malam at 9pm. And I waited for her to fetch me till my neck also long dy.. 9.05, 9.10, 9.15 and there goes my handphone ringing. Ahh.. they reached there dy and I’m gonna be so dead! Haha… wait till 9.20 like that only tse wen came er. Was kinda blur who was at the back of the car!! A boy? My eyes something wrong ke.. and yeap.. is a boy. Haha is sue yi’s bro.. wow.. looks exactly like her =x Reached siang malam dy, what I should do la? Of course order drinks la. While talking to my friends.. this jonathan and yap miss called me. I also felt a bit weird why both of them miss call me at the same time. Din bother till I saw mun yi with chua, yun khong and ting poh. Then later.. only saw yap and jonathan with yeow ching they all ler. This jon wore a cap? Omg.. Haha he looked pretty funny with the cap =x Ish.. all go yam cha din call me along. Fine la, make me so tersisih dy sob* sob*

The weather today is not very good!! Got lightning and thunder pulak.. aih.. make me shift places for 2 times? But I went home early, ermm.. can’t really enjoy my ‘limau ais’. This jon even tried to poke me with the satay stick. Chi sin jon.. and I think I heard chua saying slurp* slurp*. I was in a hurry that time and I end up very blur with the condition. I dunno who was toking to me also, and I forgot I looked at who also. Someone said ‘tai low’ coming wor =/ I dunno it’s yap or ting poh. I forgot dy la.. ‘chung chi’ I was blur dy that time. Sorry ler if I like ignore u all.. =x Came back home it’s only 10.30. Yer got nothing else better to do.. so I eat ‘zhang’ again!!! That is why I ended up writing a blog now!! Ish and now I get scolding from people pulak!! What a day…

Seems to be very long dy  I din blog. Ya anot ar.. 3 days dy I guess. Hehe just only finish reading all my friend’s blog. Wow.. heard that tp gonna get a new car eh. I jeolous betul.. I wan a car also, but my mom not planning to buy dy =( WHY SHE LIKE THAT WAN!!! yerrrrrrr… sob* sob* This morning just ate nasi lemak with chicken. Hehe so long din eat nasi lemak dy, slurp* Then as usual got nothing to do ler, listen to the same mp3 songs everyday. Bosan dy la, msn also so few people online. Everytime also chat with the same person.. sien err!! Yeahor, I dunno why suddenly I’m so into the series ups and downs in the sea of love. I went and surf for ka fai’s yau ying picture. Haha I think I’m a bit sot sot dy ler, too bored at home till I go and search for his pictures slurp* slurp*

In the evening, I went to pasar malam. As usual ler hor, wednesday mer. But today I saw wee yen. Hehe kinda funny, I look at her she din look at me, when she look at me I din look at me.. but at last we looked at each other and say hi. Lol.. then I saw miss yap my geography teacher when I was in form 2 and form 3. Hehe I smiled with her and she stare at me with the wahh.. I dunno what eyes is that ler. Can kill me!! I see also scared dy.. =x Later, I saw yuva with her mom.. but I din call her even she’s just in front of me. Ermm.. dunno why also. Cos I have the feeling she might not remember who am I. I’m kinda lazy today to talk but just laughed when I watch tv. Haha and hell yeah.. today I din even speak for more than 20 words! Wow.. am I that quiet everyday? Charm.. I’m so… ekkk… die!!! I guess tomorrow I will be alright. Hopefully I will be alright.. yeap.. alright. Cos going out yam cha with my frens.. Hehe no one online as usual. Sien sial.. just chatting with jonathan only and he says he can be like a lovely puppy with a twinkling eyes? Geezz.. wonder how he look like.. Haha =x