UpS n DowNs On eArtH Of LoVe

Yea.. finally I came back to seremban after that 1 night stay in the hostel. Was totally bored, my roomate was not in the room (as in she came back for a while, packed her stuffs and went out till the next day).. while I’m freaking bored where my computer did not worked and I’m bored of studying already. Looking at the ceilings only.. but luckily there were so many people smsing me on that day. Thank god I have such good frens… Haha. First night in hostel was kinda scary, heard something hard hit on my bed and I got frightened by the big mirror when I off the lights. Merdeka countdown was yesterday. We went t1 first to have our dinner then to popular. Saw chen there alone buying his stuffs and we headed straight to the mps field. All of us were so bored, kept on walking up and down the same road, go to A&W and also parkson for a while. Then ate keropok lekor.. but the time to midnight was ticking real slow. Ouuccchhh… so slow! *bored* Then we walked back to A&W again, this time I heard someone calling my name "pamela" -.-" Haha its jonathan with his church friends. Then we chatted for a while and I met my cousin sister with her husband and my niece. Blah blah blah, we moved to mps field again. Ermm, then this yun yuan talked about the "hau sui" gang.. wow.. now only I got to know that yun khong is the president. I laughed like dunno wat… Haha (khong 8gong?) =x Later, we bounced into this indian gang.. my frens (5 of them) were walking in front while I was walking at the back alone. While walking passed this indian gang, one of them turned and said "ah moi, satu pun tak ada bf ke" I heard it but not for my friends.. and I didn’t looked at them too. Haha when I told yun yuan, ching thai, siew, hui foong and poh yee about it, all of the burst out laughing but ching thai felt a bit like kena pijak cause she was the only who had bf. Haha =x we waited* waited* and waited* Yuan yuan realised that this group of chinese gang which consists of 4 boys kept on following us where ever we go. phew* luckily nothing happened. And at last, its time for us to celebrate the national day… there was this sam pat "motorcycle fella wearing sunglasses" joined in the crowd. Haha was dancing there like michael jackson? Yeap.. then fireworks in the middle of the field… and at the back of us? Wahh.. at first it was freaking nice to see the fireworks up in the air, but 30 secs later, I got freaking freaked out as in very scared. Wanna run away, something hard knocked on my head… its from the fireworks. This year, I did not enjoy my merdeka countdown even just because I cannot see the fireworks. Arghh.. bad position to put the fireworks there =/

Boom* boom* boom* Nandayo!! wake up! wake up! 8.30am already *eyes opening* Faster brush your teeth and dress up. Wahh.. "sai mm sai oh" 8.30 only ma, I still wanna sleep. Blek.. woke up only saw a msg n a miss call -.-" who the hack sms me so early? C c.. 8.09am punya sms.. wahh ini budak sms so awal buat apa? Tanya same question pulak.. "cheung hei" betul =x Haha wondering why today I woke up that late? Is actually late for me on sunday cause I usually wake up at 8am to church, but not today. Hehe today was like a "big day" or a "ordinary day". Dunno la, I just know I will be going to the hainan association to take my incentive for my SPM. Wow.. I reached there kinda late because traffic jam due to some roads which were blocked. There were so many people there already, mmm but so far I only saw one of my friends. Later, only saw clara and pui kwan sitting at the back of me. Blah blah blah.. speech went on.. was so boring.. dunno what they were talking about. Then at last, the award presentation. I knew after the PMR award, it would be SPM. And I wanna hear for my name and it turn out to be someone distracting me. My fren and my mom were talking to me.. even my dad was talking with someone else. When my name was announced, clara was like "eh, I think I heard your name" -.-" I was not very sure.. and the atmosphere around me was so silent. *spotting for that person*.. and the MC announced again "loong shuet lee" OMG OMG is my name in mandarin.. SO MEMALUKAN.. faster ran up to the stage to take my award. Haha.. after that, as usual lor, photography section.. so many flashes here and there especially the one where everyone were together in a group as in primary to secondary students. My mata sakit liow, and someone beside me complaining smile until very tired wu.. guess who was that? Haha not telling* =x After everything was over, we went to the store to shop some of my stuffs cause yest in makro, there were some things which we couldn’t find. Done everything, back home and slept.. packed my stuffs and ready to travel to nilai at 4.30pm. When I reached there, wow.. my roomate was still not back yet.. the lock is locked. I thought I could see her, guess tomorrow only I can see lor. Then my parents and I started to clean and wipe those dust on top of the cupboard, fan and also table. Akk.. the dust was so thick which made me sneeze non-stop. After all this hard work, my room looked so clean.. clearner than my own room. Maybe it was not many stuffs and it looked kinda neat. Hehe and its time for me to bring my PC.. was so happy about it. But when I finished plugging in those plugs.. and switched it on.. the monitor went black out -.-" NANDAYO!!! Before I came it was all right.. and wat was this!! Arghh.. "kek sei ngor" have to unscrew that babi thing and checked here and there.. and still it does not work. So bengang dy, its time to go back home to have dinner. Was 7pm lor.. came back to seremban was 7.30. Took my bath and ate my dinner.. chicken wing!! My favourite yum* yum* would this be my last day to have my mom’s cooking? =( starting from tomorrow I have to eat INTI’s yucky food.. muaaaaa =’(

Today I slept until so nice… was so cold until my nose was blocked all of a sudden and I switched off the fan. Continued sleeping on my bed with my "cow cow" and my "hubby"(my bolster).. then house phone rang. I didn’t bother to pick it up.. lazy to walk. So early weh.. 8 something.. must be my mom I guess. Usually if I dun pick my house phone up, she will call my hp.. but its silent. Aih.. then I kept on rolling here and there on my bed.. I WANNA SLEEP!!! Unfortunately, I can’t continue my sleep cause I got disturbed by that phone la!! Arghhh.. made me woke up at 9am!! SO EARLY!! KAI WAN SIOW!!! Brushed my teeth and etc, I came online!! That’s my daily routine.. actually I should continue studying but I was too lazy to even open my book which was left on my study table. Yesterday the whole day I didn’t even wanna see my book due to LAZYNESS or perhaps TIREDNESS. I must put my efforts in my studies.. FINALS IS COMING.. NEXT MONTH! At 9.49am, my hp finally rang.. the number looks familiar but I dunno who. Without delay, I picked it up.. aih "hello I’m miss kavitha from INTI scholarship unit" Arghhh… NANDAYO!!! early early phone me surely something dy.. must be her ler who woke me up earlier just now. After that phrase.. my phone went tit* tit* tit* (low battery).. off liow!! OMG!! AT THIS FREAKING IMPORTANT MOMENT U TELL ME LOW BATTERY!! WAT THE HECK..  got somemore 3 batteries there.. My damn phone.. throw you away in the sea la.. let it float to the ocean!! Arghhh.. damn phone.. must repair it already!! Made me phone back to INTI to find for miss kavitha. Yea.. got through.. and I thought its about my results or maybe my co-curriculum activities. Luckily, its just a letter from The Star regarding the scholarship. Must be the scholarship ceremony.. looking forward for this day to come and it finally CAME!! Guess I have to wear freaking formal already. Cannot wear skirt already. Cause for boys they have to put on their tie plus blazer.. wow so GRAND!! Means I have to wear gown? Ekk..

Gosh.. just finished reading jon’s blog about the fun he had in pd, and I decided to write my blog. But I’m kinda tired la as in very lazy to write. So I will just write wat comes across my mind or remember those stuffs I did today. Haha today is my check in day for my room in hostel at INTI! Aih.. have to go all the way to INTI just to retrieve one small little key. But luckily no need to trouble myself by taking ktm and bus just to get to INTI. Got one good hearted driver fetched us to INTI? Good intention or bad? Haha.. bad I guess as in wanna kap lui =x (even the driver admit it.. I din simply wrote it kay) Okay okay, back to my blog.. the us would be chen and I together with kin wai and yuh jye. Before reaching chen’s shop, I saw pit khee in front of public bank. But she didn’t see me.. oh well, how could you sob* sob*. Fuh.. chen got a new look already. Pierced his ears.. somemore 2 on one ear. Ahh.. pain* After picking chen from his shop we head of to nilai. Vroom* vroom* only 100km/h on highway. Kin wai started to make noise in the car and even teased cheok hoong.. "wahh.. kancil took over your car". That phrase made me laughed as in a small car overtook his big wira. Haha while travelling to nilai, dunno who the hack started the ghost story in INTI’s hostel. That really freaked me out.. as in each block there is one ghost. Dunno which block there is a girl wearing red dress, old lady selling dunno what la. I forgot dy.. due to my short term memory. Reached nilai tol, cheok hoong said he dunno the way to INTI wah.. but he managed to drive us there without us directing him to INTI. Good pretender!!! We headed to accommodation office first to check in. Got my keys and IP number, I went to my room to have a look. Well, the room was kinda clean as in not like jean le’s room with plastic bags, tissues? Mine was just dust and hair collected in the drawer.. on top of my cupboard there was shoe boxes. I don’t really mind about that shoe box.. can just throw it away. Haha then we went to MPH.. wanted to go in for the enrolment but it was closed because it was lunch time. So we went to the library to return chen’s books. Only 2 books and he got fined for rm5 =O (1 day rm0.50 times 2 books) Well, half way walking to the student center, kin wai wanted to take his results so we "patah balik" but its closed. Alamak.. everywhere we go surely closed cos LUNCH TIME! Haha the staffs having their lunch but not for us. Then vroom* vroom* back to seremban not using the highway but the mantin road. Winding road… hills… lorries.. and it was so peaceful in the car. Felt like sleeping already and suddenly this kin wai started to talk. Chen even got very irritated or something with kin wai because he very bising. Haha when the conversation started, the word "DOTA" will surely be there. Arghh.. yuh jye was the one who started the "DOTA" thing, dunno wat roshan the purple colour warrior? made me gila only when they talked about DOTA!!! DOTA!!! Hehe when we reached seremban, we had our lunch at the market. I felt very surprised when all of them ordered beef noodles -.-" (cos they are buddhist.. din know they can actually eat beef =x) After eating, fetched one by one home.. and I realised that, today, the mashimaro(tissue box) just wont leave me alone even before I reached home. Arghh.. guess it didn’t like me. Haha kept on dropping and dropping more than 10 times even how I position it. *whack the mashimaro’s butt* When I am home, I wanted to sleep but my mom dragged me out to oakland to send my pc to the computer shop for repair and headed to my auntie’s house nearby. Her cat is freaking scary, suddenly jumped on the sofa right beside me. Hehe and her cat is kinda hungry today, tried eating the food that was served on the table. Anyway the cat is fury.. very nice to touch. After that, we went to pasar malam.. bought some food!! yum* yum* I ate until so full until I felt like vomiting. Luckily, I controlled myself.. well kinda late now, guess I’ll end my blog here and continue next time? Hehe =P

JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW BY BACKSTREET BOYS

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend ’cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I’m tryin’ to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it’s me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can’t fake it, there’s no one else

I just want you to know
That I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

-I post this lyrics because I just think the song is nice.. Haha go and download the song ler if you haven’t listen to the song before-

Yeahoo.. yippie!! WEEEEE….!! *peace* Tomorrow would be the last day of class… then semester BREAK!! Haha so happy… at last the day has come! *evil laugh* But after semester break got assesment and also final exam. Guess that I can’t enjoy my holidays like my f6 friends (going to pd er.. sob* sob*). Argh they choose the wrong date and at the wrong time.. I wanna whack the person who decides the date. Oooppsss… I beta keep quiet =x So envy of them, their exams is before the holiday… they dun need to worry of anything except for STPM. Hehe its been a week I did not blog. Lots of things happened for the pass few days. Well.. I started to speak mandarin with my local chinese friends.. as well as my china friends. Which means my mandarin is improving too *clapping* Even Zhang Yuan tested me on chinese words. So *memalu fying*(what word is this? =P) if I tell you this. Haha that day I was looking at her chinese electronic dictionary.. while I was looking and pressing here and there, this Zhang Yuan asked me some words written on that electronic dictionary. Turned out to be.. I know nothing but one, two, three and blah blah. Then I came across one chinese word, I was freaking happy.. then I told Zhang Yuan " I know this word *pointing at that word*.. its ‘ren’". She looked at me for a sec and she started to laugh. She laughed until her face was red -.-" then she corrected me. The writing of that word is very similar to "ren".. if I’m not mistaken its "zhou". Erm.. then paper 2 for CAT is getting tougher especially the the topic on comparison. I was freaking blur yesterday, dunno what to do.. not only me but everyone in the class. Hehe all of us turned and asked here and there. Wahh.. do until I also wanna naik gila already. I felt the pressure in me when I dunno how to do the question.. felt so geram. Even today for paper 4 I was way behind.. dunno what the hack I did.. I wrote like a tortise. Not able to catch up wat was happening.. Haha =x Even for paper 1!! Arghh.. *bang my head on the wall* I did so many silly mistakes.. errors of transposition when I wrote on my testpad(hehe.. too much of stuffs in my head.. which means 2digits exchanged place ex: 83 become 38) not only THAT!!! I pressed the calculator wrongly also.. arghhh!!! What happen to me!! bang* bang* Another thing is.. I got molested by Zhang Yuan today. Argh.. you gonna get from me soon. Hehe.. I told her I wanna "tar ni deh piku".. but I didn’t do it because I was just joking. 5 minutes later *piak* "ouch" (zhang yuan tar wor deh piku) and she started to laugh alone(sar poh). Reminds me of that day the "sar poh" (refering to the same person) Haha I told her she is 38 and I didn’t know how to explain.. so I asked sze fang to explained. This sze fang told her 38 means "sar poh". Wahlau.. so big difference.. anyway, what’s the real meaning huh? I got no idea what is it called in english. Hehe in the ktm, Dinisa and I saw a cute baby.. kept on smiling so happily(was sitting next to our seat) Her siliva kept on flowing from her mouth.. so cute with the cap on =P Oh yea.. today I saw another "orang gila". Dinisa and I saw it when both of us were walking to terminal 1. Crazy nuts.. the man dressed up so nicely but he’s INSANE!! Babi betul, cursing him to the max. In front of us, he opened his pants.. *straight look another side.. not looking* not looking* Babi GILA SEWEL!! Wanna kencing go to toilet la for heaven sake.. NO TOILET FOR YOU IS IT!! Ermm.. I’ll end my blog here ler. Got nothing to write already.. chiow *tata*

Hehe.. today I am using white colour font for my blog. Sorry if I made any errors on my blog because at this very moment.. I can’t see a single thing but just a blank page. Lol.. oh well, today miss noraini told us she will request for all the CAT papers to be canceled next week due to the haze.. wow.. hope Mr Adrian approve that. Next week onwards, the college will be very empty because there is no classes for other course but only for CAT and ACCA. Aih.. malangnya nasib saya. But to my prediction.. it won’t happen.. in my dreams ler I will have semester break for 2 weeks. I’m very grateful to have one week + 3 days straight holiday (after sem break). That would be on the 31st august, 1st and 2nd sept. Yippie!! So happy.. I don’t need to stay there.. just go college for two days and I’m back to seremban again. Hehe but.. there is a BUT!! Even though I have break for 1week++, I have to study for my CAT paper 1 and 2.. arghh… exam at the WRONG TIME. And hell yeah.. today I saw my ex-classmate. I can’t remember which form already.. nevermind.. doesn’t matter. At least I know she was my ex-classmate.. this friend of mine is Azzahara. Alamak.. forgive me man.. I forgot how to spell her name also. Haha her name is something similar to that and for your info.. she’s a malay. I saw her in terminal 1 bus station.. at first, I was not very sure whether she’s my friend or not.. because she looked a bit different. Got prettier I guess.. Yea.. next to her, there was an empty seat so I sat beside her, I started the conversation. While talking, I noticed that my malay language is getting worse.. so long I din speak in malay and there is something wrong with my tongue. Is like tongue twister.. very hard to cakap!! Then I rojak here and there. She got matriculation and currently taking law in PJ wuu. HAZE!!! Very hazy until cannot see wuu.. that’s why she came back. She even noticed that I’m thinner than usual? Haha she like scolding me.. "kamu ni tak makan ke?.. macam tengkorak" WAT THE HELL!!! I makan so much rubbish.. tengkorak wah!! Say until I am having some sort of sickness called aneroxia nervosa. I never notice that I look like a skeleton.. even though a lot of people said that I look like one including my parents and also my brother. Ekkk.. dunno la.. but for your info I’m not on diet or anything.. I eat watever food that is right in front of me. Like a monster!! Haha yea.. reminds me of the roti planta I ate during pei chee’s birthday. No wonder yun khong and jon said I won’t be able to finish up that ONE PIECE of ROTI PLANTA!! Sorry to say.. my big stomach can fill that one piece =P Anyway, does anyone of you believe that I actually wrote my blog with white fonts and not able to see anything? Haha I ain’t that dumb to do that.. LOL *peekaboo* from black to white la!!! Wahahaha

Haha today I dunno what happen to those taxi drivers in INTI.. they kept on searching for passengers to get some $$$. Maybe its because this week, exam is on.. that’s why there were not many students around. I saw one taxi driver begging a student to go to kl with his taxi and not the bus. Ermm.. later, I even heard the conversation between 2 chinese taxi drivers. Uncensored version of vulgar words coming out from one of the taxi driver’s mouth. Dunno what.. "t**" la, then "l** c".. fuh.. a lot ler.. I can’t even remember. Haha those vulgar words were in cantonese. I heard their conversation not because I "pasang telinga" kay.. they were right in front of me talking. Then, when I came back to seremban. I walked from ktm station to terminal 1 bus station. On the way, before reaching courts mammoth.. I walked behind a chinese gal who is in f6 I guess.. I’m not very sure.. wearing blue blouse with dark blue skirt. And today, I noticed that my head is looking down not straight.. suddenly, just when I looked straight.. that chinese girl in front of me quickly dodged.. and I didn’t know what happen. I just saw a malay man walking towards us.. then I saw that malay man was actually some "orang gila". He wanna kiss that girl and you can see his lips moving and making that sound. I also quickly walked to another opposite side… then I stared at him… looking at him touching a proton saga’s butt.. ahh.. is like those REAL GILA PEOPLE. Just like molesting someone’s butt? Haha something similar to that.. aiyer.. what a day MAN!!! Crazy nuts…

Toink* toink* my face got.. wuu T_T. This morning when I woke up, I went to the kitchen.. saw my parents sitting down on the dining table eating breakfast. Suddenly.. "aiyorr.. look at your face, so many pimples already! what you do?" Hehe =x that’s my mom.. then I heard her saying "surely think of boys till got pimples". Aiyor.. I am gonna roll on the floor laughing weh.. CRAPS and NONSENSE.. even my father was laughing. Haha then she asked me to company her out to cut her hair.. and she took me to AVON shop for a while to buy her cosmetic products. Ermm… while waiting and looking at the catalogue here goes the conversation between my mom and the owner.                                                                                    

Mom : Do you have any moisturizer that suits teenagers?    

Uncle : Who wanna use it? You ar? (refering to my mom)

Mom : Neh.. this one.

Me : (putting my head on the table) She said my face got lots of pimples..

Uncle : A lot meh.. no ar.. only on the cheeks ma. Drink more water then.

Mom : Her hand is itchy.. alwiz touch her pimples.

Uncle : No wonder la

Me : (keeping quiet) Haha

After buying, we walked to the store to shop.. ate lunch at err.. dunno what seremban food court. Dunno what is the name dy.. I forgot. Came home and slept like a pig.. freaking hot till I get headache and my throat is freaking dry. DRY till I’m gonna get sore throat… well.. at 6.55pm got ready to go for mun yi’s celebration in fei zhai restaurant. Ermm.. I wore short pants.. SO HOT!!! PLUS HEADACHE.. Even in fei zhai also so HOT, sweating like in sauna. Haha I was the 2nd last person to arrive. VIP is pit khee.. she’s the latest wan. When I went there, siew siew, sook mun, tian yeh, choi ling, mun yi, yung khong, yap and jonathan were there dy. While waiting for our foods to be served, this siew siew and jonathan non stop laughing. Its like they had been attacked by certain type of virus. Eat rice also can laugh.. one thing which impressed me, this jonathan laugh until the table also can shake.. its like "earthquake". Haha after eating, they actually planned to go yap’s house to cut birthday cake but we ended up cutting the cake at the restaurant. One short we "kau tim" the cake.. then mun yi’s father came and its time for mun yi and yun khong to go. So all of us also wanted to go home, but pit khee, me, jonathan and yap felt like so boring to go back home so early.. its only 9pm. Hehe we planned to go siang malam in s2 using only 1 car.. and the driver is yap.. sat his AVANZA. Wuu.. go in his car only I was so cold.. freezing. Hehe.. when we were in siang malam, it looks like we’re in the wrong place. Not many cars, and not many customers were there.. and its SATURDAY. SO WEIRD.. maybe due to the haze! We talked and we laughed.. yap called ting poh.. but he did not come. Then, here come cheok hoong and yuh jye. Then talk talk talk… my mom phoned me.. she is getting curious why am I so late. Hehe.. =P I went yam cha din tell her.. tat’s why she phoned me. After talking wit her on the phone.. talked to andy on the phone pulak. Babi fella 1st thing he called me was "pin tai" -.-" Talked for a while and it was not very clear.. "alo alo" Haha then …… erm.. then "san ban" all go back home lurrr…. pit khee fetched me home. Reached home also 11pm dy

What day is today huh? Why does people walked up to me and ask for something where there is so many people waiting at the bus stop? Aiyo.. here goes my story. Today I am very embarassed of myself for being a chinese girl. Arghh.. while waiting for bus in INTI there was this chinese girl wearing specs came up to me and ask for.. "siew jie, ni yow pik ma?" (miss.. do u have a pen?) Haha am I right anot? I can’t differentiate between pen n pencil ler in mandarin.. erm.. so I took out my pen and lend it to her. When she was on another side writing.. I was thinking of what to say later when she return my pen. And I tried thinking hard.. when she says "thank you" in mandarin.. what should I say? Is it "pu yau ke chi"? I forgot.. I try hard remembering what siew siew taught me before.. arghh.. and tat phrase seems correct to me.. but wat if its wrong!! Later, the gal came back and luckily she said thank you.. not in mandarin *thank god* Wait wait wait.. then there were this lovely couple walking towards the bus stop.. tat couple walked to my place where I was sitting and sat down beside me. Suddenly, the girl speaked to me in mandarin.. "I forgot how she asked bcos of her slang" See the girl’s appearance.. I know she is from china. Well.. she asked me in mandarin "does the bus go to the ktm" and when she said that.. I was not very sure what she was talking.. and I’m also afraid I might answer her wrongly. I know she was talking about some station.. but I dunno what station is that she was asking. And I finally speak to her in english and I felt real embarassed asking her "wat is that?". Haha she looked at me.. from her face expression I know she finds it hard to translate it into english. Luckily, she tried her best to translate it in english.. ouh.. I felt really ashamed of myself for being a chinese.. dun even know my own mother tongue. When she knows I dun really understand mandarin, she started to ask me questions in english.. "which bus to take from the ktm?", "how much" and etc la.. I forgot what she asked. Hehe then she smiled at me and said thank you.. ahhh.. I felt really embarassed. Her boyfren was beside her looking at me one kind also.. aiyoo.. I dunno where to hide my face =( Guess that I have to learn to speak mandarin with my friends.. arghh.. I must learn!! MUST LEARN!!! My bro will surely read my blog.. Haha you better speak to me in mandarin at HOME!!! You hear me.. MR JAMES!!! LOL